lulus udah *alhamdullilah* tinggal nyari sekolah (SMA)

gua tuh ngantuk, kesel, males, bingung, bosen, blablablablabla

apa lagi gara2 td pas gua udh mau berangkat sekolah, i am ready for meet my friends in school but SUDDENLY MY MOM TOLD ME I CAN’T GO TO SCHOOL

WHYYYYYYYYY???? but my mom just told me that i can’t go anywhere, oh mom i’ve got to do D:

and my driver just gone when i want to told him, OH FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKSSSSS T__T 

jadilah gua di rumah, bengong, bingung mau ngapain

gua juga sebel sama…

abisnya abisnya abisnya :’(

sometimes i need his jealousy, but sometimes not *banyak maunya*

when i say ”miss you soo much”, he said “i miss you too” but i can’t feel it ;________;

upset? OF COURSE

i’m sorry for writing that, but how can i explain you what i feel without hurt you

remember you told me “jangan nangis gara2 aku, aku ga pantes buat di tangisin”

uhkay, i know that without you told me i knew that

aaaaaarrrgggghhh :B

there is a lot i’ve been thinking at

make me confuse, and i bored with my iPod, the songs getting sucks and like ‘its soo last year’

and about what i want  are :

1. the sims 3
2. speaker for my iPod
3. NEW HANDPHONE
4. laptop
5. redocorated my bedroom

PUHLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

berhubung blog yang emang ga pernah diurus kecuali inget atau kepepet *hehehe* dan emang gua ga suka nulis panjang2 kita curcol aja tentang iPod gua

iPod gua itu udh 1 tahun bersama gua HOHOHOHOHO dia udh ga keitung lg berapa kali kebanting gara2 gua, ngehang gara2 gua ga ngecharge khhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkh

jd gua mau hadiah ulang tahun yang ke 13 *CIEEEEEE* itu iPod, setelah berhari-hari (hebat ga gua cuma dlm hitungan hari doang :p) nah dateng lah gua ke toko iPod itu

pas masuk celingak celinguk ngeliat banyak iPod, bingung mau iPod yang mana dan gua sadar gua ga ngerti mana iPod yang gua mau beli

trus gua nanya sama mas masnya

“mas, yg model plng baru yg mana?”

“apanya dek?”

“iPodnya mas”

“oh yang ini ” ditunjukinlah gua iPod classic

“besar memorinya 120 GB, mau?”

karena gua ga tau lg model2 iPod itu apa aja gua blng aja “mau “

jadi deh gua beli iPod, pas sampe rumah gua bingung gimana cara masukin lagu ke iPod, selama 1 bulan gua diemin itu iPod. Ya iya lah gua ga ngerti jd mau diapain lg. trus taunya kakak gua ngotak ngatik eh bisa di masukin deh lagunya.

akhirnya gua bs masukin lagu ke iPod trus sekarang gua keranjingan ngedownload lagu trus masukin ke iPod HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and how i met you?

hahaha well it was a very awkward moment, you have to know that i wasn’t a girl who care with boy
i just thought about game, bands, kp, and other weird things hahahahahahahahahahaha )

finally that thursday at 5 p.m i came to my music course i had just cried because i fought with my sister
i went upstairs and waited in my keyboard class then his teacher came and told me to went to drum class
and hell yeah i wasn’t on my mood, my face liked annoying person

and his teacher introduced me to 2 boys, one bassist and one drummer
first i shaked the bassist’s hand, and i shaked the drummer’s hand

the drummer smiled and i felt like my brain empty at that time my heart was pounding so fast
yes i was getting clumsy, i said to myself “how can i felt this feeling? no i musn’t be, but OH GOD HE’S SO FREAKINDAMN CUTE”
i felt my face getting red so i decided to go to toilet, i tried to calm down myself pretended it was all ok

then we walked slowly in our “open relationship” often me or you blur it but i kept believe that i could have your heart

then.. BANG on 9 september 2009 one day after idul ied,i never thought that it would be happened to meeeeeee :O

at 9 a.m we were still messaging,then you asked me THOSE WORDS -> and i said “yes i want”  

i am happy with you, well sometimes  i am annoying but all you have to know is

ILYSM, I ALWAYS FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH THIS SITUATION, I LOVE YOU ALL THE WAY YOU’RE KEEP OUR PROMISE, I APPRECIATE YOUR HONEST :*

kalo bkn tugas sekolah gua pasti ga bkl bikin blog, soalnya gua udh mau uan dan lbh suka ngetweet,nge-myspace, dan nge-fb *gaol bener* but sorry i wont tell you about those stupid account